thinking out loud

I've tried blogging before, but I eventually got caught in a trap of my own making. By choosing the titles I have had so far, I found it hard to break away from what I eventually established.

I just wanna be able to think out loud. Perhaps more to myself. If anyone else out there "discovers" this blog, I hope what you read here will at least make sense to you. But I must admit I just wanna think out loud.

So here I am, with yet another blog. But this coincides with a new chapter in my life, and I wanna be able to capture what I can with this new discovery.

It's called FIBROMYALGIA. You can read about it on wikipedia.

I'm still a bit dazed, specially since I haven't really been able to see the doctor yet for confirmation. But the dentist -- to whom I'd gone to for TMJ consultation -- seemed quite convinced that it's my real problem. I've only told my husband and one other friend -- and now you, whoever you are reading this --  about it.

I don't know what I feel about it. All I know is, at this time, it's gonna be a long week waiting for the doctor's appointment. But I don't intend to mope. Pro'ly why I'm starting a new blog.

I also recently got a DSLR, and I hope to share my photos here too. I know there's flickr and photobucket and picasa and I don't know what else, but I think I'd rather keep everything in one place.

2am now. Time to go to bed.

G'night.